Not Knowing…

Not knowing where I was

Not knowing where I am

Not knowing where I wanna end.

But there’s some place I wanna go

Some place that I wanna be

Some place that’ll speak to me.

Over the mountains

Beyond the seas

Part the skies and I will see.

The place of my dreams

The place of my soul

The place with beauty.

The autumn is long gone

The spring will be along

And I’ll dance in the meadows.

A fell voice in the winds

Asks for the boons

And mine will come true soon.

Not knowing where I was

Not knowing where I am

But it’s all okay

I live today.

Sinner…

Far far away

A never place

No escape

Dark, dark landscape.

Twilight dreams

Stifled screams

Crushed essence

Stale fragrance.

Soulless villain

Slowly killin’

Suffocating voice

Inescapable choice.

Crucible wrought

Or mother’s sloth

Burned anew

Wroth renew.

Won’t spare I those who did this to me

I’ll avenge me like Hell’s Fury

Cross my path and I’ll kill thee

No rainbows lovely, dark, thirsty I be!

Today…

Tired feet

Turn to home

Someone’s at the door

Wait in their eyes.

Tired feet

Go home now

It’s time to rest

And rejuvenate a bit.

Tired feet

The day is past

Welcome the night

It’s calm, soothing presence.

Tired feet

The feathers call

Sink in the warmth

In the lover’s arms, fall.

Tired feet

Dream awhile

Tomorrow will be

Today’s an isle.

Darkness…

Hello Darkness, dear friend
Lets fly away together to that special place
Where there’s just you and me
And no one and nothing to chase.

To take a pause from this life
From all the light oh-so-bright
My eyes water or are they tears
How to know now it is night.

That place in dreams that I go to
Whenever you are with me
Wildly attractive, darkly beautiful
Forever mine and yours to be.

That place that we call home
Darkness, old friend, let’s go together
As without you to lighten my path
She disappears from existence into the ether.

Darkness, my friend, do not ever leave me
In the flotsam and jetsam called this life
All my constants are so no more
You are the only that’s no strife.

In The Light…

In the light there is
Some place to be
The girl I was
Meant to be.

In the dreamscape
In the ethereal bright
Are no shadows
No eternal blights

In the space
There be no forever nights
No gray darknesses
No unsightly frights.

There would be I
I, my and me
Splendour and grandeur
I would but see.

There would I be
Ever mine and more
Weaving words
Tapestries of lore.

Would I be there?
Lone and forevermore
Drifting away
Unanchored unshored.

A Dark Escape…

Sweet Escape
Fill in the space
Between the dark and light
Between the dawn and night.

Sweeter taste
Of dreams so chaste
Flights of innocence
Purest in essence.

Sweetest sleep
Please let me keep
The promise of slumber
No chains to encumber.

“Wait for you, I do each night;
Take me in your arms, in sweetest delight.
Each moment I struggle, each minute I fight
Alas! Every time, it’s a dark, endless flight.
Wait for you, I do each night
A gaze bleary, a sunken sight.
Lie by my side, ease my plight.
Seep in my soul, make it right.”

Insomnia Revisited…

Sleepless night
Restless eyes
Dimmed sight
Soft deep sighs.

My eyes are half masted,
But the brain cannot shut down,
In twisted shadows, locked and gated
The murmurs of a ghost town.

Bloodstream soaked with chemicals,
Grey cells swimming in the soup,
Senses slow and dulls
Still thoughts stuck in a loop.

Here we are, again, my friend,
Together in this journey with no end.
No fences between us to keep or mend
My darling Insomnia, you top the trend.