Nirvana…

Thirsty Soul,

What’s your quench?

Cresting your thirst is,

In the heaviest drench.

The absolute you quest

A solemn path it is.

In the deepest of forests

Wayward Soul, you miss!

Dark not the forest

Enchanting the senses.

Overwhelming, overpowered

To its tune, the fool dances.

Yet inside, it awaits

To satiate its thirst immortal.

Realize the one truth

Open up the one portal.

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Soul…

The night is mine

The darkness’s languor

Sweet love

Sweetest succour.

Thoughts of you

When are welcome

To you do I

Surrender now.

The light time hours

Are given to them

The world and its wife

The lust, the bedlam.

In the solitude of dark

Opens up my soul

Questing its matching piece

Giving up every thought foul.

Evening’s allure on me

A siren song it casts

Promises of wildest love

Deepest love holds me fast.

Motivation…

Motivation can come from any unexpected source… So, friends, do not discount that graffiti on the sidewalk or the hurtful words of your so-called enemy… Whatever the source maybe, welcome motivation always. You never know when it may become your next great idea…

Keep walking…

Presence…

A Presence

Around me

Restless

I be.

Welcomes him

My darkness

Adding more

To the inner mess.

Truth or fiction

A figment of imagination?

A tangible quality

Or of sick mind, a creation?

Hazy, blurred lines

His character undefined

Physicality I see

Rest yet to find.

A presence near me

24 X 7 it be.

Emotions tangled

Catch 22 it be.

Pondering…

Life…. It takes you in such myriad directions…. You never know where you gonna find yourself… Just that somehow you have reached someplace you never thought to find yourself in in the first place…

Complicated yet exhilarating it is… Full of ups and downs, highs and lows, times good and bad… Each leaves a mark on you and slowly, silently passes away…

All you can do is experience them as they pass you by, learn from them and move on with your life… Nothing more and nothing less…. There’s nothing else in your control… How do you try to control the strong undercurrents of swift flowing water? You can’t… So is life… All you can try to do is coexist with her symbiotically as she passes you by… That’s the best you can do… If not, then live parasitically on your life. Let things happen to you instead of making things happen in your life…

Keep walking….:D

Question…

Is it true that after a certain age you need someone? Or is it possible to have your cake and eat it too? I find myself pondering this question with increasing frequency nowadays yet I’m nowhere near enough to an answer, a revelation of sorts…

There’s also the fear of rejection from one as I have BPD… I wonder if the fear is justified…

Till then…

Keep Walking…