Blessings…

Whenever the day feels extra heavy, remember to count the blessings you have in the form of people you have who love you unconditionally… Believe me, there are always those who love you just the way you are and that makes all the difference… Why struggle to earn the love and appreciation of those who would want to change even a hair on your body before offering the tiniest morsel of their regard to you… If someone wants you to change to love you then they are not worthy of having you in their lives…

Learn to love yourself…

Learn to value yourself…

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Cursed…

I’m cursed to live a strange life… One full of ups and downs, highs and lows…I don’t know what to do about it so I keep living it in the hope that something better will come along…will happen…

I so wish for the cessation of this pain soon enough… Goodness knows where it comes from…

Till then I,

Keep Walking…

Be Free…

I want to fly there,

Where angels dare,

Jump from the highest cliff,

Soar to the heavens and stare

Down ‘pon the mortal

Life and chortle.

The futility and inescapability,

Alas! The human culpability

To foolishness ever it seems,

Or is it ignorance that beams

From their faces, their eyes

How proud of it they be, me sighs!

Difference is bad, is scary,

To be shunned, to be wary.

Familiar is good, is comfortable,

Though common, though rabble.

I want to fly there,

Where evolved beings care

And celebrate uniqueness

Welcome all kinds of craziness.

There be people mine,

Beyond the veil where the sun shines.

There would I stand in line

Shedding this world long behind.

Black Lips…

Black lips

Nectar sweet

Kiss of passion

Galaxies meet.

Black lips

Secrets keep

Blessed union

Angels weep.

Black lips

Drizzle honeydew

Heaven’s blend

By maidens few.

Black lips

Sibilant hiss

Eden garden

A serpent’s kiss.

Black lips

Poison wrought

Fallen angel

Eternity, caught.

Complicated…

Complicated

With him everything is

I often do ponder upon

This behaviour of his.

Strong and silent types

Of few words, the man

But betray do his eyes

All that they can.

Dotes upon me does he

Makes my wishes come true

Yet never shares himself

Even thoughts so few.

Complicated is everything

This relationship messed up

An emotional black hole

Here’s my confession fessed up.

Oblivion…

Oblivion

For you, I yearn

Spent so many years searching

Yet nothing did I learn.

Life this is

A pretty merry-go-round

Pain and pleasure in circles

Death the stoppage sound.

But oblivion I yearned

In many avenues and walks

Listened to great lectures

In saloons, great talks.

‘Tis a simple truth

That I forgot

Acuity was for the living

Oblivion, the dead’s lot.

Watcher/Shadow…

The watcher inside me

Come out and say

All words left unsaid

Come out to stay…

Tarry for a long while

I want to meet you

Be friends till the last mile

Protect you, I will do…

Watcher, Deep inside me

Now relax your vigil

Your pain now I do see

The darkness, the sigils…

Ne’er will you be

Alone in the abyss

Watcher, You’ve me

A friend forever in this…

Years gone by

You saved me for long

In shadows you lie

Now light you be…

No veil between us

To keep us apart

No pretense, no fuss

I see as thou art…

You thought you’re ugly

Of pain you were born

But you are tempered steel

To join the pieces torn…

Watcher/Shadow

Come out of the cage

Know the truth, I do now

My warrior, be brave!